Chu Huan shouldn't be dragged down by her.
Chu Huan was alone and died tragically in the wild at a young age because of her in his dream.
Does she want Chu Huan to fall into this kind of reputation now?
Chu Huan... No, it's the King of Qi. The King of Qi is a general who comes along every few thousand years. Such a person should be enshrined in the annals of history.
Emperors, princes, and prince consorts are commonplace, but a general of such talent is hard to find in the world.
Qi King should find a woman who is good at everything, or have a harem of concubines, in any case, he should follow his heart, not leave this humiliating reputation and be maliciously arranged by idle people.
Su Jun pressed against her chest, feeling hollow and numb.
Qiu Luo whispered, "Miss, my servant will go and ask for the doctor. Let's take some medicine first, okay?"
Su Jun's face was filled with emptiness, sunlight streamed in from the window, illuminating every shadow.
At noon, the sky is always so bright it's dazzling, and the sun feels warm and comforting on the skin.
However, today's sun couldn't dry the dampness in Su Jun's heart.
Su Jun opened her mouth slightly, her voice was hoarse, "Qiu Luo, I hurt..."
Qiu Luo had never seen Su Jun like this before, and her tears fell instantly.
How did it come to this?
"Miss, my servant will apply medicine to you. After applying the medicine, it won't hurt anymore."
The long couch is against the window, and the windowsill patterns are in the form of mandarin ducks. Although the grand wedding was in a hurry, there was a major renovation of the Eastern Palace afterward.
For a whole year, the workshop of the master builder has been busy with the work of the Eastern Palace.
Everywhere are decorations symbolizing the couple's love, every inch spent much effort.
At this moment, Su Jin looked at these decorations and found them unbearable; she didn't want to see any of them now.
At this moment, Su Jin's fingers trembled, her mind went wild, she wanted to smash everything, she wanted to replace everything, even if it was just anything else, but not these absurd things.
But when it comes to reality, she can only let a tear fall from the corner of her eye.
It can't be done like this. Even if I change it, what else can I replace it with?
The Eastern Palace underwent a major renovation, and the elders had to be consulted.
Su Jun was the princess of the prince, she could quarrel with the prince, even if she was in a hurry to move her hands, but she couldn't show that she wanted to die without communicating with the prince.
She could not fail to love the prince.
The former is the bumps and bumps of the couple living together, and the latter is her illness.
Su Jun tiredly closed her eyes, not wanting to see, nor to stay here; she felt queasy in waves.
"Ugh --"
Su Jun was hugging the edge of the bed, retching repeatedly, tears blurring her face, and mixing with the blood on her side, pitifully.
She couldn't bring anything up; instead, she saw the carved patterns by the bed, which were of a dragon and a phoenix symbolizing good fortune.
"Ugh --"
It's really gross, but she has to stay here.
Unexpectedly, Su Jun's mind wandered to her father's words: "Do you dislike the Crown Prince?"
At that time, Su Jun had just received the imperial edict of marriage, and her father brought her to the study. That was when her father said that.
At that time, Su Jun was completely confused, "I'm not repelled. I've only met the Crown Prince a few times, how can I be repelled by him? Father, why are you asking this?"
Su Jin's father did not answer the question, but instead spoke of many of the Crown Prince's virtues.
Until the end of this conversation, before Su Jun left the study, her father suddenly called her over, saying, "Promise me, no matter what happens in the future, always think positively, don't repel the Crown Prince. Rather hate him than repel him."
Su Jun was getting annoyed and repeating her father's words, "Okay, I know. The Crown Prince is well-educated, wise and wise, a very good husband. Dad, you can rest assured."
Su Jin's father was filled with worry. He had never thought of marrying his daughter to the royal family, nor did he want her to be the world's standard of a virtuous wife, raising the most proper and suitable bride.
But, in the end, Su Jun was married to the royal family, to a person who she could never divorce.
Now, Su Jun was retching, vomiting blood from her throat, and suddenly realized her father's worries of the past.
She and her husband were destined to be entangled for life, whether it was love or hate, it was better than being repelled.
Because Su Jun despised the Crown Prince, despised him to the point where she felt uncomfortable just being under the same sky as him, despised him to the point where she didn't want anything to do with him.
But, this is her life, and she has no way to escape from this place.
She must look at these items that symbolize the couple's deep affection every day.
Qiu Luo handed her a bowl of warm water. After Su Jin gargled, her throat was very stuffy, and she couldn't swallow anything.
Su Jun lay numbly on the bed and suddenly felt exhausted.
As husband and wife, even if she dies, she must die as the wife of the prince, even if she is deposed, she must be engraved with the symbol of the prince.
This is the only way she can live, and it's so disgustingly awful, utterly disgusting.
Sometimes, it's just a moment, and emotions overtake reason, making people do things that are hard to understand.
Su Jin watched Qiu Luo busy back and forth, and her soul hovering above finally adhered to the flesh again, allowing her to think about the things in the human world once more.
When she knew the terrible ending, Su Jun suffered a heavy blow to her spirit. Since then, no one believed what she said. Everyone said that the Crown Prince loved her, and Su Jun felt like she was living in a pre-written drama.
She can only act out this play step by step.
The Crown Prince asked for your hand in marriage, and there are no others in the harem. What is an Empress Consort but a nobody?
The Crown Prince is just being jealous, he just cares about you too much, so he is resentful about your past with Prince Qi. Don't worry, the Crown Prince loves you the most.
Look at the previous Empress's experience. Before Su Jin's father was born, the Empress of Dali was already in a stable position.
Look at the example of the Concubine in the current harem. Su Jun, you are the Crown Princess of Dali, and no one can surpass you.
The Crown Prince now likes Zhang. It's just that he is young and curious. If you really care, kill Zhang.
Su Jun, the Crown Prince loves you……
Su Jun's breath hitched, and countless words whirled in her mind. Su Jun felt like a mosquito trapped in a net, struggling to no avail.
Su Jun slowly caressed her swollen right face and laughed, making people feel chilly inexplicably.
Su Jun, however, felt extremely delighted. Everyone was telling her that the Crown Prince loved her.
Sometimes she doubted that all of this was just a dream, a product of her own mental breakdown.
There was no news of Zhang's miscarriage in the dream, things were different in the dream.
She didn't have a tangible, hand-gripped evidence. Although the dream was very realistic, as time went by, she would inevitably fall into doubt.
Su Jun listed one by one the evidence that the Crown Prince didn't love her, but they could all be lightly explained away by others. The Crown Prince himself turned around to advise Su Jun, this was the Crown Prince's way of showing how much he loved her. It was just that the Crown Prince had a high-priced personality and loved to protect his dignity, so he showed it in this way.
Su Jun was in a state of confusion, especially when she found that she had feelings for Prince Qi, which added another concern to her.
After all, she was a proper young woman, and such a thing went against her morals.
Su Jun was being pulled in two directions, worrying about the fate of the Su family as described in her dream, while being instilled with the idea that the Crown Prince liked her. At the same time, she discovered that she actually liked Chu Huan……
At this time, her body was weak, encountering events that had not occurred in her dream, such as Zhang's miscarriage, and confronting the Crown Prince's accusations……
And so, all her emotional troubles erupted simultaneously, and Su Jun's emotions could no longer bear the weight.
However, Su Jun is much better now.
The Crown Prince doesn't love her!
Su Jun is in love with Chu Huan!
Su Jun is regret, pain……
With everything sorted out, Su Jun returned to the cool herself, able to arrange everything in a rational manner.
